You had think I’ll get used to it by now, as they say one lives one dies. You’d think after so many deaths, I’d walk away from this one without a tear or shock or heartbroken. You’d think after so many heartbreaks I could overcome the pain of losing someone again especially you.
It is such a huge unanswerable tragic situation; it is still hard to believe grief and loss arepart of life. It is so unfair though that I learnt to love you in spite of your flaws and now you cease to exist no more. Your clothes will be unworn, your name unspoken and your beautiful future ended so fast. I remember the night I found out you were gone, I just couldn’t sleep, I tossed and tossed and cried till I had no more tears and slept on my wet pillow. My heart was so broken I thought I wouldn’t make it out of this pain. It has been such a hard time for me and for all of us!! I miss you love.