How do I feel? Honestly, not too good. My heart is broken into a million pieces. God I am just tired of this! Why do I have to go through this? At this point, I cannot hide it anymore. I am tired of being so strong outside when inside, I am bleeding. My world seems to be crashing down around me; I don’t think I can hold it in any longer.
I know that in life, there would be ups and downs but this is getting too much, for me to handle. When I thought things were finally getting better, it all just escalated again. I thought this season of life was almost over, but it just looks like I am back to zero.
Sometimes, I wish I had the right answer for all this questions bombarding me and I just wish I knew that this was coming, so that I could prepare myself more and be strong, save more money, say the right things and listen more, but it all happened so quickly.