It has been said that you are real no matter what I feel but right now, I really don’t think so. It is true that it is easy to worship God when things are going great in our lives, when all my bills has been paid, when I have got abundance of food, great friends and family and life seems Rosie.
But circumstances don’t always stay the same, things are not always pleasant, what happens then to my relationship with God? What can I do now that He feels distant?
Honestly, it has been really hard praising Him in spite of the pain and heart ache I am going through, it has been really tough trusting him in this difficult trial I am in, surrendering my all to Him in my suffering and loving Him when he seems so distant from me.
It is easy to celebrate God when you and everyone around you is blessed, but what happens now that everyone is in harvest and I am in famine?