You are my lover, my best friend, my closest family. You are myself and of course, you are my everything! When everything fails and everyone leaves, you are all I have left in this world.
I have been watching you lately and it breaks my heart to see how much you have been struggling with work, family and your relationship with people including yourself. I know how hard it must feel to be in your shoes and I know you feel no one can be there for you when you need someone to talk to because you don’t trust anyone around you and that gives me so much pain; it is sad how often you given into worry and anxiety every single time.
But I just want to let you know that you will be okay!
I believe in you to make yourself feel better on your own. You have survived tragedy upon tragedy and you get by everyday. I know sometimes you feel like ending all your problems permanently because they seem to be taking up most of your life but you still choose to get up, live, push yourself and love yourself every single day; that is just to show how strong you are!
You are strong and with God, you will get through anything.
I know you often think no one will ever love you truthfully but I beg to disagree. Even in your present situation, you have lots of people adoring and loving you despite the distance; I know that you would rather be alone than having people around you because of the pain you are currently experiencing but never let it keep you from allowing love into your life.
Do not be scared to burn bridges. Do not be afraid of letting people go. As you have learnt in the past, God brings people in your life, some for a season, some permanently. Don’t hold on to people God is calling you to let go of. Not everyone you love actually deserves your love. Remember no matter what negative things they say about you, stand your ground and always think of your happiness first. You are allowed to give up on others but just never give up on yourself.
You are a woman of virtue, don’t settle for anyone who makes you question your morals, your values and your worth. You know your worth and what makes you genuinely happy. Don’t compromise your worth and happiness for anyone.