Can we talk? I miss you!
It has been a while but now I have come to terms with the end of our friendship. You see, I didn’t have many friends or people around me growing up so when I meet someone and we become friends, I envisioned them being part of my life forever.
And honestly, I don’t deal well with pain and the end of a relationship/friendship. I carry the guilt of not being the best friend I was meant to be for you when you needed me. I am beginning to come to terms with the word: seasons. For a while I disliked that word due to the fact that it means change and I don’t like change. Every time something or someone new comes along, I get really scared, not knowing what they will bring. I pride myself in always knowing what I am going to be, where I am going and the exact time I am suppose to get there. As I grow, I am now beginning to understand that change is inevitable.